Welp, we head back to the airport in the morning. I sure had a blast, spending time with Darwin’s family. I hope he did, too. I also hope we see them again soon in between the few years we’ll be out of the states.
I smoked weed for the first time in a long time and wow, my tolerance for it was just GONE. After a few tokes, I was completely tripping balls, but it was hilarious. My sister and mom in law’s were toking away at the bong Darwin and I got for them, and we were just laughing our asses off and having a blast.
Apparently we were talking about Leonardo DiCaprio sucking my sis-in-law’s husband’s dick and asking if his job was meaningful, then I apparently got mad at Darwin for something and said I was going to McDonald’s without him then stomped upstairs and didn’t come back down for like 20 minutes. That’s all I could remember, too. But man, it was an adventure.
My whole body was tingling and I couldn’t remember what I just did a few seconds prior and kept asking Darwin when he came into the room every 5 seconds. Then I passed out. Funny thing was is that I woke up a little out of it the next day. When I tried to take a nap, it felt like my body was falling. It was so weird.
I don’t think I’ll be touching weed again for a little while, lol. But it sure was fun.
Back in lovely Alabama. :) I honestly love it here. We arrived in Atlanta super late last night, luckily we all got home safe. My kittens have gotten so big! Two of them don’t remember me and the orange one loves attention still. :) He’s not as talkative like he was when he was a baby. Still cute and I still want to take them home.
I can’t believe just a few more weeks until we leave the States for a few years… I’ll miss it, but I can’t wait to be on the beaches of Guam and start our new life.
This has been a good week so far, we’re only just a few more weeks of leaving this place behind. I honestly couldn’t ask for anything better. I’m glad I met you, Darwin. I’ve honestly learned a lot from everything that has happened. I’ve learned that I’m not going to keep myself waiting, waiting on promises that probably weren’t even going to be fulfilled and that I deserve to be happy, too. And right now, I’m happy and I haven’t felt this way in a long time. I wouldn’t change a thing.
Yeah, I did do wrong, I will admit. But I’m following my heart. My heart wants to be happy, not waiting for something that was never going to happen. I’ve done so much waiting in my life and nothing good has ever come of that. It’s only made things worse.
I can’t wait to have so many adventures with you, go to Japan like we always wanted, probably have our honeymoon there since we didn’t get to have one. That would be a blast. And when we come back, we’ll settle down somewhere and start a family… and dress our babies up in panda suits, hehe. :)
We’ve become stronger and happier after all this. I believe this marriage will work, we’ll make it work. Fuck what anyone else thinks, they don’t know what’s going to happen. They don’t know you. I won’t let anyone ever come between us again. We’ll prove them wrong.
Haha, I’m definitely taking that advice from the guy at the bar the other night. He was nice.
Ah, I feel desensitized by uninstalling WoW and I don’t think I’ll ever play that garbage game again. Same old redundant content, really and I won’t be surprised if it goes under shortly after the next expansion. Good riddance. Been playing that game for far too long and it’s time to grow up.
Our marriage is becoming so much better and it will only get better from here. We’ll travel the world and have many adventures. I can’t wait! I’m lucky to have a wonderful and patient husband, I’m glad the way things turned out the way they did. We’ll have a great life together. :)
I feel better after getting some soup, I think I’m done cleaning for today. Really opened up a lot of space in my room and it makes me feel a little less constricted. I should clean my room more often lol. Only thing that’s in here is my mattress and computer desk. Waiting on the new bed and dresser to get here, can’t wait.
Just wish the rest of the house was clean, too. Meh, not really my problem. I can’t wait to get out of here and start looking for houses soon. It will be absolutely emaculate.
Cleaning today now that the furniture people are coming over tomorrow. Bought a new bed set and I’m pretty excited. Finally getting rid of this ugly white dresser and my brother’s ugly brown dresser that’s been here since forever….
Feeling good about the next few days. Taking a break from cleaning now, so exhausted.